When the Dream Was New

There is a sadness creeping in

Thoughts of long ago

When the dream was new

Are fading like the horizon

In the rear view mirror

Leaving just memories of what was

Forcing the now to witness

This letting go

Hearts turning every which way

Because they’re lost in this maze of regret

For what time has stolen.

 

Things of Importance

Things of importance in my invisible realm

Are just a thought away

A cup of coffee with a friend will fill the void

Sitting on my porch watching my roses grow

Planning my garden so it can bloom so pretty

Reality tries to break through but not yet

It doesn’t make things better

My dream world is my comfort for now

Waiting for someone to come by

But they are to busy and don’t have the time

They drive by so close and yet

There are no thoughts of stopping

It’s lonely in this moment of time because

I ,too, have to get busy

Oh well! Maybe tomorrow

Time is the one who dances my life away now.

 

Pages

I guess it is time to watch life turn some pages

Nothing stays the same and life moves on

It’s not content to hover amidst broken dreams

On crinkled paper and faded print

Sentences rewrite themselves

As promises drift away

Hope tries to hang on as best it can

But tires so easily with it’s loss of strength

Believing and doubt walk together on this path

What will the story say on the last page?

With the final line printed for all to read

I know, it will say, “The End” and close the book.

 

 

Bits and Pieces

When time pulls me one way

And life pulls me another

I reach for the bits and pieces

Flying by to make me whole again

Yet so many unknowns steal them

No framework or netting to catch on to

Dreams and wannabes duck and dodge each other

Like magnets pushing each other away

From completing the future plans

Yet still hoping to no avail

I wander in this fog of regret

And what was supposed to be

Never settling for less but not getting the more either

My heart is like a patchwork of broken momemts

Tied together with frayed ribbons

Of old bittersweet memories

Always lost in the waves of not now

Watching the swirling of forever

Mixing every thought with the tears

Of someone else’s life

The bits may never find all the pieces

That would form the ending that is needed

To fulfill the desires of this old lady’s heart.

 

Life is a Leveler

This poem came out of a time when my life had been put on hold to help others and harsh words had hurt me deep within my spirit but Jesus had my back and helped me through this trying time.

Life is a leveler

And seeks it’s own

Then wants more

Emptying my soul of joy

When the stress gets to bad

I stumble in the darkness

Tripping over my own thoughts

What else do I have-

That is worth the fight?

Do I hang on to this?

Or let go of that?

Will it matter in the end?

What will I do-

When I finally break?

Will anyone care?

And put me together again?

Words maybe if soft and sweet

Could be just the thing

That is needed to fix my heart

Love seems to be the thin veil

Used to cover up the cause

I evidently did or said

Something that was wrong

When everything is finally done

And all the lights go out

Will joy come back out of the dark

And caress me in the night?

Voices of Yesterday

The voices of our land ride upon the wings of time

Echoing the drum through the whispering pine

Swirling over the grass of the wind-swept plain

To float on the mist of the welcomed rain

Telling of a quiet, gentle place in the days of long ago

The voices going back to where the blue corn grows

Listen closely to the old Grandfather’s tale

Of the elk, the wolf, and the call of the quail

Shades of laughter soon fill the crisp morning air

As Grandmother speaks in a voice so fair

She tells of her grandson and his first wooden bow

How the arrow fell to the ground when he first let it go

His Father will now want everyone to hear

How his brave Indian son brought down his first grizzly bear

Now Mother in her dress of soft, beaded leather

Will speak of the eagle and the power of the feather

She will talk of the fox, the way of the otter

The blanket she made for her new baby daughter

The aunts and the uncles will join in the talk

Remembering the day she began to walk

The voices will want us to know and will say with much pride

How they built their homes using the great buffalo’s hide

They’ll speak about the time of the cold winter’s snow

Recall the warmth of the oak and the embers soft glow

Each voice has a story that needs to be told

Stories that link the young with the old

So listen closely about their ways

For in our own unknown tomorrows

Lives the voice of our yesterdays.

 

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