All The Things I’m Not

I guess I need to be more of all the things I’m not

Like bold as brass or sharp as a tack

More unforgiving and harsh

Uncaring and mean as heck

Maybe I need to cuss and call people names

Or even write them off as not worth my time

Do I make fun of some poor soul or

Ignore them completely?

What am I to do if I can’t be who I am?

I love deeply each and everyone of you

So whether you like me the way I am or

Make fun of me because I’m not you

Doesn’t matter one little bit

I will always try to be kind

Even if I don’t make up my mind

As some have gave me smack about lol

I will try to help as much as I can whenever I can

I will love you until my last breath and beyond

So bear with me and maybe I’ll finally get it right.